I am amazed at how hostile Christians are! Whenever I am attacked, it is by a Christian… okay, sometimes a Catholic. Yet, their very faith is supposedly based on the idea of grace and love. Turn the other cheek and all that. At least, that’s what they project. What I find the truth to be, is that they are riddled with fear. If someone disagrees with them, their fear causes them to either run away from that person, or attack them. Ironically, they preach a sovereign God who punishes people who disagree with Christian doctrine by burning them eternally in hell, yet they still feel the need to punish the person on earth. Why is that Christians? Because you are afraid! News flash: If God is who you say he is, then he declared revenge is his. Let him fight for himself.
I know the Bible people. I am not some ignorant girl mouthing off in some rage!
Oh I’m sure I will get a smattering of replies with Bible verses and plenty of personally attacking comments coming my way. And I’m sure those comments will make you think you are being zealous for the Lord. But you have proven yourselves to be whitewashed tombs that understand nothing of what Jesus declared. You have proven yourselves to be religious and not relational. You are nothing but a bunch of Pharisees who think you are Jesus. A bunch of Jews with the wrong interpretation.
So, just to clear things up, as so many of you seemed to be confused, I AM NOT A CHRISTIAN any longer. I am not an evolved Christian. I am not an atheist. I am not a witch. And I am under no other authority than that of truth.
Why do you fear truth? Because you serve a lie! Because you hide away in the safety of that lie, so that you don’t have to look at who you truly are. You call it the flesh, and curse it as Satan, so that you can control it. But you are deceived.
I refuse to live in that deception any longer. I refuse to be bound by man, when I can be set free by truth. And I am done sitting here letting you attack me without defending myself.
I don’t care if you agree with me, and I have never asked you to do so. Your belief is your own. Your relationship with God is your own. But my belief is my own as well, so if you can’t handle my beliefs, then stop reading my blog.
This is my truth in the moment. And so far I’m not Hitler.
-Tara
